man i needa finish numbers what im wishing writers block be taking over what im workin on i cannot phathom i be stressing out i cannot seem to find some inner piece that im wising well apparently it’s not anticipated well apparently my parents hate it music like hennesey remedy theraputic kind melody so theraputic it helps me focus into focusing im having trouble releasing something i like if aint a bite imma fall in depression if it aint a bite you could leave me die, cause the life i drive for aint the living cause the life i want is the life where i die and made an impact on the people i love and people who know as jay and who know me gang and the boys are just super cited cause they feature but when it comes down i just feel so alone i just feel super suicidal
i produced this fucking shit i hope yall like it because i worked so hard on this, so please for my sanity, enjoy. i love you.
yeah, that's fucking right, my fucking girlfriend's on track. I came to vibe, Why do, yall run from me. Please vibe don’t hide, Further from that scary monster that i used to be. I could just drink em’ away I could just drink em’ away Problems, I could just drink em’ away Frosty, freezing, winter after hours; watching vegas views draining a four loco at four, Forty ounce intoxication forced to pour me some more, Finna poison my core I’m gon’ ignore all the side effects; the recollect fo’ death, For i dont fear anymore. Needing all the deniro, I’m gonna score me some liquor, Message in the bottle taught me, That i didn’t even need her. I didn’t care about her anyways, Masses always leave my life so i just let em’ flake; They run back anyways. Deliver life up in this lifeless world, Life like a life you wouldn’t trade the world for more, I’m doing more for myself, Then I be mourning for help, More momentum in the morning, when I think of the belt. So better buckle it up, You better load the belt, Coveryer onto this side if you be needing my help Buckle up bitch, We be going fast in the rear end, We be going fast need like ten lanes, Buckle up bitch. I came to vibe, Why do, yall run from me. Please vibe don’t hide, Further from that scary monster that i used to be. I could just drink em’ away I could just drink em’ away People, I could just drink em’ away Forced to sprout like a seed up in the wintertime, The odds we’re against the little man with the little life experience, The little guy he wasn’t here for it, Ain’t hearing nothing, little guy was just too high for the time. Smokin’, Elevated unimagineable, Imagine if the drugs never influenced his soul, would he be different? Would he be working at apple? Would he be making music? Would he have murdered himself, knowing that he was human? Doing more for himself, Then he be mourning for help More momentum in the morning, when he think of the belt, He finna win fighting for his life, In the ring with his depression always tryna shine Through the struggle of a little boy, in a little world, literarly the brightest smile on a little man, with a little life experiecnce The little guy he aint care for nothing, Where yo money, oh what’s that you, you barely got a hunnid I came to vibe, Why do, yall run from me. Please vibe don’t hide, Further from that scary monster that i used to be. I could just drink em’ away I could just drink em’ away People, I could just drink em’ away