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The glowing lights, they draw me in. I said i wouldn’t, but here I stand. The lines they blur and this reality’s, deep beyond neon oblivion. She said she comes to get away, i say thats why I’m here too. Not much for small talk, but she smiles and we order drinks for two. The world spins on the dance floor, the need for air moves us out there door. Outside between a smoke she asks me what I do. “A movie star for the obscene.” Paid to get laid, on the silver screen. She says we’re not so different, her and I, filling a slow void with a fast life. Her cigarette is burning low. I knew I should’ve just stayed at home, but when she winks, I sink Deep beyond a neon oblivion. Clock strikes 2, judgment gives way. I look at you, my thoughts go astray. The monkey on my back is whispering, don’t delay. But you’ve got your high heels in hand. My white jackets tarnished again. We’re going down the boulevard lit up like the 4th of July. Driving too fast i can’t see straight you take my hand and you guide my face our lips agree this moments worth eternity spent in neon oblivion.

"I Wrote This For You" by Cassette Tape. Lyrics written by: Jubilee Marisa Music written & arranged by: Joe Pramudio Vocals: Jubilee Marisa Guitars, keyboards: Joe Pramudio Bass, additional synths: Farrel Cahyono Recorded, mixed & mastered by: Nicko Prabowo of Kupink Recordings Lyrics: I felt you creep inside my skin And hold the rumbling pieces together I’m surrounded by you, why cant you see? I shatter every night just to think you and me You’re the one I stay up all night thinking about Coming up with crazy things i wish could happen I cant find my way back to get to you It’s hard for me to tell how much i want you Please hold my hand at day Cause I need you to stay We breathed and bled the same, your heart as heavy as mine The cosmic silhouettes of the particles made us all aligned I’m surrounded by you, why cant you see? I shatter every night just to think you and me You’re the one I stay up all night thinking about Coming up with crazy things i wish could happen I can’t find my way back to get to you It’s hard for me to tell how much I want you Please hold my hand at day Cause I need you to stay sometimes we tend to claim that we’re in love, When honestly we’re in love of the idea of falling in love. Hoping someone would extend their arms to catch us but we end up crashing I’m surrounded by you I cant find my way back to get to you I’m surrounded by you I can’t find my way back to get to you I’m surrounded by you, why cant you see? I shatter every night just to think you and me You’re the one I stay up all night thinking about Coming up with crazy things i wish could happen I can’t find my way back to get to you it’s hard for me to tell how much I want you Please hold my hand at day Cause I need you to stay

New as-of-yet unreleased Mint Julep track. www.facebook.com/mintjulepmusic/ LYRICS: Realize they can’t take it away All your life you can’t hold it inside So don’t hesitate, don’t be afraid You can’t wait anyway As fast as you can You don’t even know when it all began As fast as you can These colder shores are less than we had Vanishing light how it always bends Everything til our paths find an end And you keep feeling it Even when you won’t let it in, let it in As fast as you can You don’t even know when it all began As fast as you can These colder shores are less than we had (Lyrics: Hollie Kenniff)

Up all night grinding my teeth, Wondering what's wrong with me, And when I wake I can't speak. Lockjaw got me sewn up tight. Tripping all night so you know I'm alright. Fucked me up good but I'm still here alive. Taking control and I'm changing the vibe. No, I don't need you to tell me all the things that I already know, Can't you see that I'm ashamed of myself for believing in you. I don't think I can continue. So I'll pack all my things and just leave. I can't stand to see your face around any longer, I need to convince you that I am much stronger than this. I don't want you to think that I miss you. I miss you. It seems all of my friends have abandoned me. I'm left to die alone in my own fantasy, And I've created a world of such hatred. I just wanna feel your love again. I just wanna feel your love again, Now you know I miss you, is that a bad thing? I'll just keep moving far away. You can try but you'll never catch me. No matter what I do it's always in my head. No amount of time will fix this, I don't like this distance. This silence haunts me like demons pulling me down. Missing You.

Taken from Boys' debut album Rest In Peace, out May 11 via PNKSLM Recordings on vinyl, cd and digital. Pre-order at www.PNKSLM.com/store www.facebook.com/boysmusicofficial/ www.facebookcom/PNKSLM/

Loneliness don’t have to change me Self Written & Produced by me Verse: Midnight city streets all alone Take me somewhere cuz I don’t feel I’m home I want to be free I want to feel alive so Touch me baby cuz I’m dying for your touch so /in your arms so / We never thought we’d get here But now we are On new roads We never thought we’d get here But now we are brand new I suppose Where we want to go Want to see the the world I say get out your room today Take your memories Make them into dreams I say, Let Go Chorus: Hold me to the day Loneliness don’t have to change me Baby I’m here for the moment, You’re here for the day Everybody wants to feel lovin Its okay Hold me to the day Loneliness don’t have to change me Baby I’m here for the moment, You’re here for the day Everybody wants to feel lovin Its okay You see the place where we came from I was alone lock in my room with nowhere to go I didn’t have friends I didn’t have you Oh what else could I do I was so scared of the big black world and now its technicolor Hold me to the day Loneliness don’t have to change me Baby I’m here for the moment, You’re here for the day Everybody wants to feel lovin Its okay Hold me to the day My loneliness don’t have to change me Cuz I’m hoping that tomorrow I’ll be okay Love me for the moment Cuz I’ll be dead someday oooh Someday Oooh Anyway Love for me the day Loneliness don’t have to change me Everything’s okay You will find your way someway I promise you

Somebody Else by The 1975 cover. Constructive criticism is always welcome :) Thank you The cover art is an original design made by my girlfriend and remade by me.

the distance between us (ep) by hm.wav & rodger <3 tracklist: 1. hm.wav - relying on your presence (prod. rodger) 2. hm.wav - misleading values (prod. rodger) 3. hm.wav - assumptions (prod. rodger) 4. hm.wav - shambles (prod. rodger) lyrics: 1. "relying on your presence " i'm half asleep it just past three i know that you still think of me laying on your bed full of hate & regrets i always think of when we met smoking cigarettes on my back deck as i offered you my jacket you said no you can have it i wanna keep you warm with passion so lay me down lets break away from all the pain so crazy how we're so insane from all the shame x2 i love it when you touch me i love it when you hug me do you think that we're unhealthy so in love at twenty i'm sick of all this distance never say good riddance our connections so forbidden without you i'd be missing i'm half asleep it just past three i know that you still think of me laying on your bed full of hate & regrets i always think of when we met smoking cigarettes on my back deck as i offered you my jacket you said no you can have it i wanna keep you warm with passion 2. "misleading values" as this rain pours on top of me i don't know what to do with anything you give me, you treat me the best that you can the suspense drags me under the pressures they linger inside of my covers i'm gone my mind is a prisonu confined in our distance i blind my exsistence i need some assistance i'm here right now but i'm gone tomorrow i lost myself inside the bottle like you believe in me, but i just sell myself short of all my goals like i know you want me, but i'm so fucked in head, so leave me here to be by myself again and it's 3am i'm trapped in the walls i feel them crumbling silencing all my beliefs, hiding truths right next to me constant tears pour down my cheeks as this rain pours on top of me i don't know what to do with anything you give me, you treat me the best that you can the suspense drags me under the pressures they linger inside of my covers i'm gone 3. "assumptions" like why'd you leave me here to grieve my blood spills upon the fallen leaves intertwine with my beliefs like was it wrong what you did to me my brains a warfare i don't know my consistensies just go to show how fucking useless i've become chemical imbalances are the sum i'm so numb x2 succumb to all these lies i wish you were here to sleep past noon still keeping the blinds shit in my room rememeber when we snuck in through my window i miss the scent of perfume on my pillow another year gone by & idk how to try influenced by my demise i haven't been myself since age nine like why'd you leave me here to grieve my blood spills upon the fallen leaves intertwine with my beliefs like was it wrong what you did to me 4. "shambles" running from the shadows of who i've become chemical imbalances are the sum internal warfare leaves my numb cut me down til' i'm nothing but a stump cause i'm insane from the shambles you left inside me i don't think it's really fair how i'm stuck residing in the bathroon alone , i just with you'd confide me my brain is misguiding into darkness compiling you took my heart away from me introverted so just let me be i'm so deserted, so push me out to sea i don't know what you even saw in me these days, i can't even see straight tuesday, ill be back at your place today, i can't even convey all the blame, come & seal my fate you took my heart away from me introverted so just let me be i'm so deserted, so push me out to sea i don't know what you even saw in me idk x3 where to go x3 (x2) running from the shadows of who i've become chemical imbalances are the sum internal warfare leaves my numb cut me down til' i'm nothing but a stump cause i'm insane from the shambles you left inside me i don't think it's really fair how i'm stuck residing in the bathroon alone , i just with you'd confide me my brain is misguiding into darkness compiling

Taken from Nuri Orman's debut release 'Mattress Alcove' (HH096) Digital release date: April 27th 2018 Cassette tape release date: May 2018 Soundcloud / https://soundcloud.com/hobbess

Taken from Sibille Attar's Paloma's Hand EP, due April 27 via PNKSLM Recordings on limited edition vinyl and digitally. Pre-order at www.PNKSLM.com/store www.facebook.com/sibilleattar/ www.facebook.com/PNKSLM/

STREAM ON SPOTIFY: https://spoti.fi/2H9jBMA LYRICS: Call on me, and ring me If only, you'd invite me I wanted to see you again I really want to see you again And oh, I really want to see you again How are you? How have you? Been? I haven't talked to you in a while I haven't talked to you How are you? How have you? Been? I haven't talked to you in a while But i'll always remember your face

"Kyle Is A Robot" Music and Lyrics by Eli Pafumi drums, harmonies - Jere Pafumi bass, guitar, synths, vocals, mixing - Eli Pafumi This song has taken a lot of forms since being written while in a fight with a best friend. But now, here lies RitaRita's first proper demo. With our album, each song will flow from one to the other. Where do you think the music is going next? Help fund our debut album on Kickstarter: https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/928647110/keeping-it-in-the-family-ritaritas-debut-lp?ref=user_menu ©RitaRita Music 2018

Phil Wilson has been writing recording and performing under the name The Raft" since 2003. Influenced by Brit Pop giants like The Stone Roses The Beatles My Bloody Valentine Cocteau Twins The Beta Band The Sundays Ride and lots more he recorded ten albums and a handful of E.P.'s as The Raft to date. O No Shes Alone is The Rafts first appearance on Emerald and Doreen and thanks to the wonderful remix skills of Emerald & Doreen regulars Daytona & Voju a truly beautiful combination of contemporary Brit Pop music Chill House & Nu Disco. Perfect little summer anthems all evolving around the eternal theme: Love.

... Art by: Ava This song also plays in the neutral run when you did the Sayori hanging herself part but you save her... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Mofits: Sayo-nara Secret part: ??? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ * You gently open the door * You see Sayori hanging there * Fight or Mercy to the rope? * You choose to FIGHT and you cut the rope as Sayori falls to the ground. * You run over to her, cut rest of the rope around her neck, and do CPR. * ... * ... * ... * Her eyes start to open and you back away... * She gets up taking in the scene... * She then looks at you and starts to cry. Sayori: * W-why did you save me? (Sniffing sounds) * I thought you hated me... * You told me no one would care if I was gone... * So why? Text: * Sayori puts her hands in her face and sobs. Sayori: * I-I you told me so many things... * You told about everyone not caring for me... * I just want to make everyone happy... * You told me everyone would be happy with me gone... Text: * You sit down next to Sayori. Sayori: * I wouldn't have been missed... * So why?... Text: * You give Sayori a hug. * She doesn't hug back. * She keeps sobbing... * She gives into your hug and hugs you back. * She then sobs into your arm. (Sayori) * I-I (Sayori can barely speak with all of her sobbings) * I-I don't know what to say anymore... * I can't deal with these emotions. (Text) * You let go of Sayori and she lets go too. * All of a sudden you hear a bang coming through the door in the living room. * It's Fire he seems to be in a panic running and whispering shit over and over again. (Fire slams open the door and yells) * Sayori! (Fire tears up from seeing the rope on the floor and runs over to her hugging her) * Sayori! I thought I lost you... * I didn't want to lose you... * I'm so happy you're okay. * ... (Fire lets go of Sayori and glares at you) * You... * You piece of shit. * Y- (Fire is interrupted by Sayori who grabs his shoulder) * Fire calm down... * They saved me, from my self... (Fire turns to Sayori with a confused face) * W-what? (Sayori) * Fire just calm down... (Fire turns to you) * ... * I'm sorry for lashing out at you before I knew about this... * Thank you for saving her even though you were the cause of it... * But still. * I'm nothing without her. (Text) * You leave the room with Sayori and Fire... * You see Polyfield and Geno run up to the room as you hide behind a conveniently placed plant. * They walk into the room and they talk to them. * You walk out of the house and to Pumpkin Hill... * Who ever the "they" are that Sayori was talking about. * They're most likely gonna be pissed...

just a little acoustic cover of 7 - by catfish and the bottlemen, just my own little take on it :)

Dorias Baracca: s/t out on Azure Vista Records April 27, 2018! Clear vinyl limited to 300 copies (includes download Card). Order here: doriasbaracca.bandcamp.com/releases Info: "Dorias Baracca's existence was cut short when lead singer, guitar player and main songwriter, Buster Svendsen, passed away in the summer of 2011 - incidentally the same day as the album was completed. This is the first time this material has been released. Swirling, melodic dream-pop wrapped in loud, kaleidoscopic guitars, heavy drums and ecstatic noise. Bleak but sensuous, visceral but tuneful, brimming with youthful wonder and confusion. Dorias Baracca was formed in Odense, Denmark in 2007. They released an EP on prestiguous London label Club AC30 in January 2010, a release that received plenty of befitting praise from the British press: ”...Already light years ahead of many peers who've spent entire careers searching for a similar happy medium”, wrote Drowned in Sound. It turned out to be the band's only release while in existence. Although their sound unmistakenly belongs in the shoegaze pantheon there's something very unique about it – they managed to filter their influences through their own vision. Slowdive never sounded this loud, hard-hitting and desperate. My Bloody Valentine was never this colourful and psychedelic. Dorias Baracca married the thick haze of guitars to trippy psychedelia, and ultimately had as much in common with American bands such as (early) Smashing Pumpkins and Dinosaur Jr. as with the more ethereal British bands. As circumstance would have it this album would be the last thing the band ever recorded, and for various reasons it has remained unreleased since its completion in 2011, until now. Although they were only in their late teens at the time it's a fully formed album: it's the sound of a band with total confidence in what they're doing, superb skills for melody and arrangement, as well as an unmistakenly youthful energy. For fans of dream-pop and noisy, visceral rock it's a rare treat that this album finally sees the light of day. Co-produced, mixed and mastered by Jonas Munk." Reccomended if you like: Swervedriver, My Bloody Valentine, Ride, Smashing Pumpkins.

Aklıma biri gelecekse, elim hep sana gidiyor Bindiğimiz vapurlar, seferlerine devam ediyor On geçeler, on kalalar Sevmedin mi beni hoşçakal kadar Hangi eczanede kahvaltı Bir sabah seni unutturacak Manzaralı mezara döndük Senle ben fotoğraflara çıkıyorduk Herkesle tanışamam artık Günler gece gücüme gidiyor Ettiğimiz danslar sessiz kavgalar Nerede, nerede, onlar da kaybolamaz Yattığımız yataklar Yavrum attığımız bataklar Onlarda ikimizindi Hoşçakal kadar Aklımda görkemli bir anahtarlık Açılan hiçbir kapı yok Üstümde yorganlar ve uçuşan halılar Arkamda devrik bir krallık Geride kaldı rujların tadı günaydın Serap nerede uyandın Sen uykumuzu alıp götüreli beri Çöllerin ortasında güneşlere boyandım Yüzlere bakıyorum, dinlemiyorum hiç Bir gece ben yokmuşum da korkmuşun Eve dönünce boynuma sarılışın Güvendiğim tek şey sensin ve kapının kilidi Sevmedin mi beni Hoscakal kadar Enough for a Farewell : If someone is going to come to my mind, my hand always goes to you The boats we were on carry on their travels 10 past's, 10 to's Didn't you love me enough for a farewell In what drugstore the breakfast Will make you be forgotten one morning We have become a cemetery with a scenery We were on photographs I can't meet everyone anymore Mornings nights offend me Our dances, our quiet fights Where are they, they cant be lost too The beds we lay on The bogs we drowned in They were ours both As much as a farewell A magnificent keychain on my mind No doors that open Quilts and flying carpets on top of me A fallen kingdom behind me The taste of the lipsticks have been left behind Serap (a name and also means mirage), where have you woken up Since the time you have taken our sleep away In the middle of deserts I have been painted by the sons I look at the faces but don't listen at all One night I wasn't there any you were scared The way you hugged me when I got home Your the only thing I trust And the lock on the door Didn't you love me Enough for a farewell Buyuk Ev Ablukada